The worst feeling ever is not knowing whether you should wait or give up.
— Unknown (via quirky-fairy)
Waited and waited and waited.
So disappointing. There’s not a single text from you today. Are you still confused or do not know what you want still?
Why did you even say that you “think maybe I like you” to me?
Why did you came into mind and stir my feelings once again?
I’m so sick of everything. Waking up to every morning feeling that whatever the future is, it will not be in my favour.
I had a bad memory with guys saying they do not know what they want. A really bad one. And it terrifies me to hear it again.
But on a brighter note, there’s not a No or any negative replies from you.
But its really tiring at the same time to be thinking what to say or be the one making the conversation.
Probably that’s the difference between a Virgo & Gemini.
I’m starting to feel afraid of everything, getting cold hands and experiencing rapid heart beat.
I wish this leads to a fruitful starting.
9/12/2013 3am Sunday Night, Monday Morning
I took a leap of faith and finally mustered up my courage to ask.
Yes yes yes! I think he sort of confessed.
So so so so so happy, i can literally feel my head spinning & my heart floating. He is like my dream guy and i can’t believe this is happening. I havent felt this way for a long time.
Feeling butterflies in my stomach when i realised it took him so long to realise he likes me? Or we actually feel the same way?
Sometimes I wonder what are guys confused about? This makes me feel scared and not pin my hopes too high.
I dont know why but i always end up with disappointing endings :(
Hoping that my last reply to him will be able to help him sort out his thoughts&feelings, boost his confidence and relate to him in a way that actually i felt that same way too?
Isn’t my constant action for being the first to initiate the conversation obvious enough!
Can you please faster reply me or at least say Hi to me already?
OMGGGGGG the wait is killing me.